My name is Zubair Anwar and I belong to Lahore. Now a day I am residing in Faisalabad. I am doing marketing job in a factory. I was a Qadiani by birth and belonged to a Qadiani family. As i was born in a Qadiani family, So i had the same ideologies like of other Qadiani and consequently I have been associated to them. But when i get conscience and I started discovering their injustice and atrocities. Then for the first time i realized that there is a huge difference between ISLAM and Qadianiat.
In our family my great-grandfather Babu Abdurrehman became apostate after accepting Qadianiat at the hands of Ghulam Ahmad Qadiani and since then our whole family is Qadiani. I am the only person among my family whom ALLAH has blessed with ISLAM and this is ALLAH’S blessing and mercy on me. Though since 1995, my friends have been urging me to leave Qadianiat and embrace ISLAM but i had doubts like wher to go? Where to stay pus the whole family will bycott, everything will be gone and in this case where can we find refuge? Due to these doubts I was reluctant towards ISLAM or otherwise I couldn’t decide.
But in 2002, certain events made it easy for me to decide. Among these were some of my personal and family matters including some of my family conflicts. Some fraudulent Jammat people started interfering. They were imposting wrong judgments on me and reinforcing me to bring my matter in their courts to get them settled. Whereas I was of the view that when government has made courts then why don’t you go there? and why don’t you accept their judgment? But I was inflicted heavily and kept in confinement.I was detained in confinement in the office of “SADAR AMUMI” for many days, and was beaten badly. My arms were fractured, I was treated vehemently.
After few days of my acceptance of ISLAM on the hands of Maulana Manzoor Chinioti, my family registered a false case against me and i was sent to jail and due to this false case, I had to bear the hardships of imprisonment for two and half years. These sufferings were not easy for me to bear rather these atrocities were immense for me. Not only physical torture, rather the mental torture was immense. The intention of “JAMMAT” and my whole family was the same, that I should rejoin the “JAMMAT” and should refrain from any kind of activity against them.
The “JAMMAT AHMADIA” feels proud of this slogan “LOVE FOR ALL HATRED FOR NONE”, but their conduct is quite contrary to it. I still can’t figure it out that actually for what reason I was punished so severely. They snatched my whole assets, wealth, and not only to this extent. They also deprived me of my children. Does “LOVE FOR ALL HATRED FOR NONE” mean so? During the time which I spent in Qadiani Cult, I remained disturbed and mentally retarded and suffocated as some unseen force has seized me. The moment I accepted ISLAM, since then I have been feeling a sense of freedom.
ALHAMDULILAH now i am under Prophet Muhammad(SAW)’S flag of finality of prophet hood feel contended that INSHALLAH will enter “JANNAH” according to the glad tidings of Prophet Muhammad(SAW). This is my message to all Qadianis,anywhere in the world that do read all the books of Mirza Qadiani seriously and decide what reality and truth is?
Now it is goal of my life to give “DAWWAH” of ISLAM to people and try to drag them out of darkness towards light.